Green eyed monster

So recently I felt kinda envious of my friend. She has something I don't have and really want to have. As I was chewing these thoughts and plotting in my little brain, I heard a voicc ask me; Do you really want what she has? Are you willing to go through all she has been through? Will you exchange your life for hers? I replied "actually I just want that single thing without the strings attached". No,if you really want what she has you have to go through what she has been through. I kinda get it. The grass is not always greener on the other side.

Friendships

Dear Diary, Why is my adult life getting harder each day? Take for instance the fact that I can't just smile at the lady in the seat beside me and become her best friend. That is how I became buddies with Grace. Why can't I brush past the neighbor downstairs and next thing I know our kids are running everywhere playing. What has changed? Even my so called Facebook, twitter, BBM friends seem fake? Why? Am I missing something?

Kinda Back

Hey Public Diary,
I am so sorry i have been away for so long.
I know i promised to love you and keep you company till death do us part but forgive me, Life Happened.
Work, Kids, Wifely duties, Sibling duties, Friendly duties bla bla bla.... and i kinda forgot about you.
But be ye of good cheer i have remembered you my lost love.
Though i promise you nothing lest i betray you like last time, i hope to give you higher priority in my life.
So there you have it.

In the time i was busy forgetting you, i bore children, became a dedicated employee and most recently moved continents.
I understand that this is a lot of information to process so i will give you time and let you chew on this.
Talk soon.
Keep improving.